Second Chance

Again, I thought it was over and that I had to wait for 6 months again....but no! my mentor just had to INSIST that I finish this term...and this I will do to the best of my abilities....go go go girl!!!!=)

And They Just Keep Coming!!!

And I though there was nothing more I needed to know. Unlucky me, with another of my accidental internet surfing, I found myself reading an old friend's blog which said everything that needed to be said. There was another woman and he's serious about her. Why didn't he just tell me? Didn't we have an agreement? I would have understood...well at least now I, do....in FULL DETAIL that is...at least this actually puts his pogi points down to a negative...and I mean way below negative. All the more has it put my trust on him down the drain. To the unlucky lady...please watch your steps when crossing the line.

Of course it hurt like hell when I found out. Have you ever felt you heart go down ur stomach and just break in two? I did. But, you learn to move on like nothing happened and hope karma would hit him at the time where would hurt him most. Of course soon would always be a good option, but I'll leave it up to God to do justice.

Love is not love if it doesn't hurt....did I just mention love? Well, just to set the record straight, I don't love him the way I used to nearly a decade ago...I just love him as a friend and that's it. I am hurting as a friend that who's trust has been betrayed. Now that I talk about betrayal, I just wanted to say that even the little love and concern that I had for him...its gone...no remorse.

So now, its back to work and back to thesis for me! Thanks guys for all your support!=)

THOUGHT OF THE WEEK
Don't lose sleep over things you cannot change. Wash away guilt. It's not worth it. Strive for balance of health, fitness, nutrition, and happiness.

I HATE Smart Prepaid Part 2

If the first time is was ghost "pasaload" for P32, now its ghost 3 minute phone calls for P19.50...what is wrong with the SMART network!!!!????!!!!! Again, I'm guessing that they have a glitch in their system or that someone is successfully hacking into their system and they don't even know it! Now I remember why I hate using Smart more than using Globe. I better get my line back! Fast! I'm not hoping for a Part 3 on this issue.

Ammendments

Had second thoughts of making ammends two days ago....maybe I was just overreacting? Sent him a couple of messages. No reply. Then came the artcile at PDI (hmmmm....now that rhymes! hehehe). What does he think I am...separating business and pleasure I assume? And that's it! I totally lost my trust completely. Its really over now. And it feels great! Especially you have friends who understand and sincerely care for you all the way, even if they're tired of hearing the same qualms over and over again. Hehe.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Total Annihilation!

Super Kids, Super Friends, Super Heroes

Did a play for the Philippine Institute For the Deaf. It was just fabulous! I cried in the middle of the show. If you could only see the energy and the determination that these hearing impared kids have. More so, the gratitude that they show you for keeping up with them, making part of their dreams come true. Now I'm getting second thoughts of putting up my own foundation...then again, they just put themselves in my mind for future charitable donations. This recital just proved to me that miracles do happen with a little love put into it.

AND RANTING
Again, I rant...why do projects...good projects at that...always come all on the same day? If only their show dates would spread out, it would make things easier for me...financially especially...hehehe. Hay....

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
There can be miracles, when you believe...=)

The Day The Music Died

I asked God for an answer...should he stay or should he go? And I'm thankful that for once, this one He answered in 5 mins...hehehe...He's out of my life. And that's that. Never again will I entertain. At least this time, I had the last say...May he go to hell and stay there! Bwahahahaha...now that just felt great!

THOUGHT OF THE DAY
Only when you fall will you know the miracle of flying

New York Fries and Dips....the Philippine version...SUCKS!

Y? because they are just a crappy copy cat of the original version...and the owner, Dexter Tan, is so unprofessional, that he doesn't even know how to pay his dues for services rendered, at the least answer to project follow-ups. All the more his brother, Daniel Tan, an unprofessional photographer, who doesn't even care at all. I assume they pushed thru with the photo shoot without me but with MY ideas. Like brother, like brother....no wonder their brothers! If they don't care, they ignore you. How UNPROFESSIONAL!!! May they both get karma 10,000x over!!! THIS MEANS WAR!